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I don’t know. It is very depressing to me today. I don’t know the reason. Is it that I did not talk to you or something else? I want to talk to you.  I want to share what I feel. I want to see the feel that you have for me. I want spend some time with you. I am crying. I am worried for how long this will continue. I am scared that I again fall into pain. I don’t want to have any pain. How can I control. How can I be happy? Why can’t I be happy for long time? Why should I cry most of the time? Why does nt the nature care me? Why can’t I be happy without you? Why would I want to talk to you always? Why did you change?