Thursday, October 17, 2013

YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



You come into my life like a star
You show me there is no darkness in my life - i can see light even in dark
You tell me I need to smile
You tell me I need to be brave
You fill my life with colors and happiness
You show you are a good friend that everyone should have

I start to change my life
I start to smile
I start to enjoy
I start to feel the support
I start to cherish my happiness
I start to imagine LIFE in my life
I start to feel my  existence in this world
I start to LOVE my life
I start to LOVE myself
I start to feel the world

YOU WANT TO CHANGE YOUR MIND

You stop talking to me
You stop supporting me
You stop thinking about my ROBOTIC life
You stop thinking about my problems
You stop appreciating me
You stop remembering me

What I am left with?
I neither have a life nor a FRIEND!!

Did I ask you to come into my world?
Did I ask you to show me the world?
Did I ask you to support me?
Did I ask you to share my agony?
Did I ask you to console me?


There is a rainbow on the sky and I feel it came to talk to me, wish me. I feel like it is going to bring it's friend RAIN in which I am going to drizzle feeling you. But you tell me, RAIN is there not to share my happiness but accompany me in my CRY

You take me to peaks of happiness and show me there is a big fall waiting for me. You take me to the wonderful colors of Garden and leave me there. I am perplexed if i should be HAPPY that I saw a different world filled with all happiness or CRY that you left me in a world from which I can not come out.


Had I known that MY LOVE towards you would cost me to lose a GOOD FRIEND , I would never had gone for it. If GOD gives me an opportunity to choose a FRIEND or LOVER in you I am more inclined to have a FRIEND who is Interminable rather than a LOVER who ceases in NO TIME!!!

I would like you to see me as a respected person who is a GOOD WOMAN, MOTHER and a person with GOOD CHARACTER. If my LOVE and the madness that I have shown would lower my ESTEEM , I would definitely have not gone for that ROLE. 







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